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My (real) name is Tara. She/Her.
My BG3 character is also named Tara, and is very much my self-insert, she's me ❤️
I am a person who needs to express herself.
Poetry, spoken word, voice, singing, noise, music.
My YouTube: Tara Ancunín @ YouTube 🎀🎙️🎤🎀
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I deeply love and adore Astarion Ancunín ❤️
He is very personal and dear to my heart ❤️
Astarion means so very much to me ❤️
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While everyone has their own Astarion,
it's my Astarion who is the most special to me, and I love him very deeply.💕
❤️My husband, my muffin❤️
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Modding Background
I've made a lot of personal mods for Skyrim, Oblivion, Morrowind, Fallout New Vegas, and Fallout 4.
Mods to enhance my RP and make my characters feel more personalized and personal.
From character textures, custom races, outfit edits + mashups, house mods, spells + perks, companions, dialogue, voice, and quests to scripting scenes.
I am now completely engulfed in BG3 learning :)
Screenarchery (or "virtual photography" these days), SE commands, Blender, Photoshop, and now reading tutorials on dialogue. For Skyrim, dialogue was one of my favourite things to mod. It's also very easy :) BG3 handles dialogue differently than I'm familiar with, so here's to reading, learning and absorbing, slowly ♡
Mini update:
Okay, I've made some dialogue edits for my Astarion and it's working nicely ♡ So happy ♡
I still have much to learn but this start makes my heart so happy. I love my muffin ❤️
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Music
Lo-fi, Dark Ambient, Ambient, Synthwave, Chillwave, Darkwave, Classical, Instrumental,
Experimental, Electronic, Shoegaze, Piano, Music box, Kenichiro Isoda, Skinny Puppy, Download, Ohgr, Doubting Thomas, Hilt, The Tear Garden, The Legendary Pink Dots, City and Colour, Drab Majesty, Elliott Smith, David Lynch, Angelo Badalanenti, Julee Cruise, Lush, Low, Björk, Depeche Mode, Trevor Something, Noise, White Noise and other natural sounds like rain, thunderstorms, snowstorms, and wind.
I also dearly love the Wolf's Rain OST, Coffee Talk OSTs, and Michael Jackson's Thriller album.
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Films and shows
David Lynch forever. I am a proud Lynchian, and Eraserhead is my favourite film.
The atmosphere, the sound, the dialogue, the acting, the conflict, the feelings, the everything.
I love Twin Peaks. The series and the movie is perfection. Season 1 Twin Peaks is ideal :)
Other movies I heart: The Little Mermaid (1989), The Crow (1994), It's a Wonderful Life (1946),
Evil Dead series 1-3, Amadeus, Legend (1985), The Neverending Story, The Dark Crystal, Labyrinth, The Princess Bride, Willow (1988), LOTR and The Hobbit films, Willy Wonka & the Chocolate Factory (1971), The Wizard of Oz (1939), Orlando (1992), Run Lola Run, The Notebook,
What We Do in the Shadows...
(I do like a lot of films so not all are listed as it would be pretty lengthy.)
Anime 🌸
The Twilight Zone series (1959+)
Rankin and Bass Christmas specials. Such warm and fuzzy feelings 🎄
Vincent Price movies, of course. 🏰🕸🖤🕸🏰
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Random Tara
My name is Tara.
I like emojis. I'm not sorry. 🌺💐🌷
I love tea. My favourite teas are chamomile tea 🌼 Earl Grey tea 🫖 Yorkshire tea ☕
I love Jellycats. I have a lot of the food jellies :) Pusheen is adorable too ≽^- ˕ -^≼
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I embrace my cringe. I've lived long enough to embrace it and love it, and I will.
Cringe is totally okay.
Snowstorms and summer rainstorms own my heart. Well, Astarion does too ❤️
I have quite a lot of Astarion treats and treasures that I cherish and adore ❤️
Yes to shrine, I love him so deeply.
My love for my husbandmuffin is endless ❤️
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Being creative and expressing myself is a huge source of healing for me.
My Astarion is very healing to my heart, and helps me in numberless ways ❤️
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💖Tarastarion is Tara and Astarion 💖
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My name Tara lives inside Astarion's name which I find very perfect 💖
💖⭐✨⭐ 💖
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